Who will not be a contender today?
I mean seriously. Its like everyday I say something remotely dominate and you little things scatter like roaches when the lights go on.
The worst part is I adore u.
Just not the brave ones.
Oh what a ball I had going back and forth with a singular fool who apparently believed he was clever.
When you comment on my site your ip address shows up.
Tom and Oliver had a lot to say and u are welcome to read as I replied to humliate them.
They are the same dude.
This is a reply I decided to show all of you-
Huh.
I like this one.
Because tom/oliver you sound like you’re talking about the bitches I hate in the biz.
The truth is I became a dom because I had lost a sense of control in my life.
Literally men in a position of authority(vice) took it away.
I was brutalized and “taught a lesson” for standing up for my rights when a detective tried to dismiss my strangulation case hoping if he threatened me I would get me to not press charges.
It didn’t work. I pointed out he was breaking the law and this angered him.
So 3 days later I was raided in my private home and separated from other detainees and beaten, taunted, abused, verbally terrorized and threatened for 30 hours.
When I was let go I felt I had a piece of me die. I fell into a comatose depression. My apt was full of tiny ways they manipulated things to upset me and remind me that they wouldbt arrest me but the nypd for sure wasn’t my friend.
And they’re not. If I need help I can’t call the police.
They texted me a lot. They drove by.
I felt the only way to truly expel this anger I had and trauma was to charge thru it in a sexually opressed way.
I figured if I could take control in this area it may help the actual physical manifestation come out and I can act as if I’m aggressively taking power back. Not that I’m repressing it but I’m expressing it.
So no. I didn’t go into this for “quick money”. I do better as an escort. But unfortunately I thought my ideas woud be more embraced in this culture.
Apparentyly this is a more close minded world.
I believe that to be truly dominate is not to dress in a costume. Its to have you by a look and an attitude.
Using traditional toys and methods are what has bound you to a stereotype. Anything can be used to hurt or pleasure you.
I also believe that doms have rewarded you way too much.
I think you need to earn it.
And that means more doing for me not asking from me.
And this bit about younger and thinner. Oh puh lease.
I make more money older and thicker than I did younger and thinner.
So save it.
Another case of this bullshit on men and a sub no doubt telling a dom woman what her job is.
Shut the fuck up and shut the fuck up.
I am not your pansy panties printed thong beneath the leather wearing fucking dom.
If this is frightening you walk away. Not tell me I do it wrong.
Please. Different is interesting. Not bad.
Say it with me- she’s just a different kind of dom not to be feared just not like the others.
There. Feel better now you fucking moron?
Bow down.
I want you so bad. Wrapped around my finger.
Financial domination. The brave one is the man who serves the dominant.
Blackmail. The edgy man is the man who serves the dominant.
Subs are in essense not weak.
But treated as such to feel this way.
The yen to feel is one but to be is another.
This is the power of knowing thyself.
People laugh and make fun of fetishers. But those people are the ones who can’t even be sexually honest with themselves.
Brave
A knave
An undug grave
Saved and paved
Yellow brick roads
Eroded by the handmaiden
Of the Goddess
You were made
To pay
And she will be paid.
I will be sure to treat you
Like below the belt
Tko fixed fighter
Helter skelter
Gorgeous
Serenity
Shelter
From yourself.
Hatred and honesty
Pain and social networks
Marriage invites and college
A girl
Curly hair
U knew dare
Not share
Tell her make her aware
Of your scary
Thing
Slip on the ring
A wedding
A secret u bring
In the union king
To princess
The queen enters.
As if purposely done I enter your life
Strife you consume yourself to get
A fix a fix a fix
Stay oppressed to be
With the presser
The pressure
The measure of a man
The leisure of the loathing
The reward of her cruelty
You are the strong one the weak little sub
I am the purveyor the provider of your drug
because a series of sinister and dark souls made in the image of pond scum exist and seem to latch on my tit i must now change my session and pay method.
it has gone too far now. the utter disloyaklty and disrespect is going to ruin it for the real ones out there.
i have to now implement a strict no tolerance 500 up front fee before speaking for financial dom and blackmail.
i am sorry deal with it.
this week i have been in hell because i was not properly served with summons to pay badckrent. and now i am getting evicted, i do not know if they can because i am disabled but 3 clients told me theyd help and fuckedn me over,
so no more. i am tired of losing all my faith in humanity. some of u are not fit to be in the world orn in society, because non one deserves to be told not to worry only to be fuckeed over in a session and then never recieve the check that would save their home.
sorry otehrs have made it bad for yoyu. be good submissive peopkle and maybe we wont have to be so cautious.
i am everything for u. snd u insult me and say your mine?
prove it. 
I had a financial dom client 2 weeks ago.
He gave me an amex. He was loving the power I had over him naturally.
I commanded and predicted I would extract 700 in addtion to the measly 200.
(He is a professor I did accomodate his budget I’m kind)
I bought thru ebay the most expensive item of interest.
The card dint go thru.
It was a purchase stuck on my account.
I broke character and began to scream at him and cried.
He promised he would bring his money 2 later.
I took his cc and license.
I was naturally still worried.
He was extremely high on coke and all of a sudden said look I can’t do this and grabbed the cards from where I hidden them from view and RAN mind u ran out the door.
Like a coward.
I was panicked.
So I did the appropriate thing.
I compensated myself by using the funds he gave me already on the cc and informed I did so.
When it came time he paid he paid the bill I had paid half of the item. And then I put his card thru and he paid the other half.
I then deleted the card.
I believe this was fair.
To stick with me a 700 purchase I cannot afford was completely upsetting.
I’m disbled and sometimes barely make it by. That’s because of him and others like him.
Last night I received a flood of emails.
He actually called the company and compklained about the purchases.
I really believe this is over the line.
He needs to accept it wasn’t theft.
I used what was owed and I even deleted when fulfilled.
He is ruining my account.
And I am troubled with eviction now.
This coward could not afford to be donminated.
He could not be a man and pay a lady.
He ran out like a coward.
He doesn’t respect yoyng women struggling.
My medicine costs as much as my rent.
And he’s an adult.
Now tomorrow a marshal comes and I have to deal with the fact he gave me his cc # which isn’t stealing and deal with his shit.
And I am bed bound.
The thing with money is I always follow one fundamental thing
Its just paper you keep in case u don’t die tomorrow.
That allows me to be very generous and give to charities.
My question is where is the kind man ?
Am I last of my kind?
Some bitch decided to write me and tell me how my prices are too high and I don’t cater to the masses.
Um excuse me?
I see all types.
That’s why it says -Other
Career advice from a lowly sub is like bait being the main course.
You all have to prove you’re real. I am the one who caters to the best subs. The obedient and serious ones.
This sub was a stupid one-
https://iandanielsmagnoliafetish.wordpress.com
Now if u have any sense at all and want to impress me send that link to everyone you know. Do a new email account and do it anon.
I must be crazy. I’m the one with the issues? I embrace all of you. I celebrate you.
I ask only respect in return.
I have found out in the last 4 months of doing this that I’m only angrier and sadder.
I started to do this to channel my anger and do it in a healthy way.
However the commitment of the clientele base is nonexistent and I’ve only see a grand total of 3 clients.
That’s astounds me seeing as I’m so successful as an escort.
I guess I overestimated the sub population.
I believed they would really appreciate a true dominatrix.
The most research I had done pointed to lesbians as the dominant workers of dungeons and I found that dishonest and truly fake and a lie for men.
Also the research I did pointed me into the idea of total submission would be to strip the costume , the fanfare and the bells and whistles and make a man submit to my way.
If he is truly submissive he will listen.
But men again and again made requests a seemingly odd thing when I am in charge.
I chalked that up to bad doms.
If lesbians are doms they aren’t embracing the art they are yessing men. Because they don’t understand them. They simply think its about hating on men and men getting off on that.
No its not.
I’m too passionate and have too much depth for this world.
Some are so very into that. But they don’t show.
Nobody is showing up for appts.
And I take a gamnle on everyone for an inevitable disappointment.
Ultimately I am in this adult industry to help people.
Subs are very healthy.
I thought you guys would be obedient.
You are far from it.
Its a shame.
So I am considering leaving this world and taking my talents with me.
And that’s a sorry thing. It will be a loss.
